A Personal Note

Hearing God’s Voice Through the Hurt. (How Then Shall We Hear? Part 2)

I opened an email recently from a dear friend, Brenda, who is traveling through breast cancer. She’s had surgery. Currently, she is following a regimen of chemotherapy which will be followed by radiation.

I met Brenda back in 1978 when I was a thoroughly green, new teacher, smack out of college. Brenda was the young mama of one bubbling, blond bundle, two year old Rebecca. Brenda’s husband was the head of the English department at Baymonte Christian High School. I had been hired to fill an opening in the English department after a young teacher had been killed in a driving accident on highway 17 between San Jose and Scotts Valley, California. The school was in Scotts Valley. I had never heard of this California town before Mr. Wallace, the school’s superintendent, came to Grace College in Winona Lake, Indiana, looking for a teacher to fill Carol’s roll.

I had recently graduated from Grace. Mr. Wallace talked me into accepting the teaching position he needed to fill. No, this is not true. He did not talk me into it. He could not convince me. I had no interest. I was looking for a teaching position in either Ohio or Indiana. No. I was not interested in moving across country. Not one cell in my body was willing to trek across the country to some place I had never heard of to take on my first, full-time career position, all by myself. No.

One month later I found myself in Mr. Wallace’s office in Scotts Valley, California. Hmm. Continue reading

Categories: A Personal Note, A Traveler's Guide thr Suffering & Joy | Tags: , | 3 Comments

How Then Shall We Hear? (Part 1)

I have come to realize that I hear differently, often far differently, from others.

“He who has ears to hear, let him hear,” (Matthew 11:15).

So, what is hearing?

It is auditory sensation.

It is listening.

It is understanding.

It can involve response and obedience.

But it can be painful.

This is my problem. Hearing can be painful, isolating, and confusing. Of course, hearing can be lovely, soothing, encouraging, exciting, and delightful. Moreover, hearing can be faith-building. “Faith comes from hearing…the word of Christ/God” (the “rhema” or spoken word of “Theos”; Romans 10:17). Is your faith weak? Hear more Word. Is hearing like eating? Nourishing?

It seems that Christians “digest” what they hear differently. Here is where hearing becomes confusing. Let me explain my current “hearing” dilemma.

Continue reading

Categories: A Personal Note, Sacred Music, Spiritual Growth | Tags: , | Leave a comment

What Makes You Persevere? And Any Book Updates?

What makes you persevere?

We’re still here, so apparently, we have persevered through the winter, and now spring unfolds upon us. Thank You, Lord! “We’ve come this far by faith, leaning on the Lord….” *

What makes you persevere? This question can take us in many directions, and no matter the direction (personal, psychological, spiritual, relational, or theological), it will take us deep into its own country.

I could story-tell about my winter in Florida, and I’d rather like to do so. I’d also like to delve into the biblical challenge to persevere as explained in Romans chapter 5. “Having been justified by faith… we exult in hope…”(Romans 5:1). Biblical hope empowers me to persevere. The Holy Spirit can use this chapter to motivate us. Before I say anymore about hope-induced perseverance, let me update you on some activity regarding my book, A Traveler’s Guide through Suffering and Joy.

Continue reading

Categories: A Personal Note, A Traveler's Guide thr Suffering & Joy | Tags: , , | 1 Comment

Eating My Own Spiritual Casseroles and Growing Thereby

This past week I received 110 copies of my newly published book and have taken time each day to eat and walk my way through my own copy, highlighting and marking as I go. Spiritually thirsty and hungry, I’m letting my own chapters, rich in Scriptures, feed me. I’m needy. I need everything in these pages and so much more.

I’m reminded of Martin Luther’s insight that to form a theologian (that is, every Christ-follower) three ingredients are necessary: prayer, meditation on Scripture, and affliction.  We are blessed with an abundance of opportunities to experience all three of these. Really?

Continue reading

Categories: A Personal Note, A Traveler's Guide thr Suffering & Joy | Tags: , | Leave a comment

Remembering my Poet, Preacher Papa

Today is the twentieth anniversary of my father’s home-going. I miss that dear boy.

In years past I’ve written a number of posts about him. If you look down the menu column on the left, you will find below the list of categories a list of tagged themes. My father’s name is in this list: Marion R. Thomas and Rev. Marion R. Thomas. If you click on either of these, you will find posts about him and his family, including photos and some of his poems, which I believe will bless you.

I’ve provided two links below to two of my articles about Dad. “Getting Home Before Dark” is the first link, which shows Dad’s sweet view of life as he looks back over 70 years, and then in the last line his mind turns to anticipate the future. This post also introduces Dad’s poem, “Suppose”, which presents a contemplative view of the meaning of life. You’ll find the entire poem in the second post. I offer you these two posts from ten years ago, which take us further back to my father’s time. They are encouraging testaments for us today. Click on the titles below and enjoy.

Continue reading

Categories: A Personal Note, Grandparenting, Parenting | 4 Comments

The Recursive Nature of Writing and Life

I remember teaching certain principles of writing to my community college students in essay writing classes thirty years ago. Here are three of them:

  1. Writing is a recursive process.
  2. Good writing requires re-writing.
  3. Stop and submit.                                                                                                                                                                             Of course, a number of  points belong between the first and third above. As obvious as these three principles are, they can be difficult and frustrating to follow. With my book I’m currently finalizing for publication yet this year, I’m having trouble getting to the third because I’m in the muck with numbers one and two!

Life is like the recursive nature of writing. (Maybe it’s like all three principles.) Let me explain the three points, my experience, and my current situation.

Continue reading

Categories: A Personal Note, A Traveler's Guide thr Suffering & Joy | Tags: | 1 Comment

A Peek into my Coming Book!

My dear readers, I want to invite you to peek into my book, A Traveler’s Guide through Suffering and Joy, which is being published later this year. The entire book which is a Bible study and all the appendices are complete as a first submission draft. I’ve revised them multiple times.  I’d like to share with you one page.

“What page?”

My latest version of my table of contents.

“Table of contents!” you say. “What’s so exciting about a T of C?”

I’ll try not to be offended. I find tables of content to be highly interesting. They are one of the key ways of exploring a book to get acquainted with it before reading it.

I drafted my T of C several years ago. It has been settled.  Until this morning. I realized there was something I could do to make this do more than show the logical organization and flow of ideas. It did that job, but it was not interesting.

“What did you do to draw in the reader?” you ask.  Good question. Let me show you.

Continue reading

Categories: A Personal Note, A Traveler's Guide thr Suffering & Joy | Tags: | 5 Comments

News and Invitation: “To Thee, O Lord, I call…”

This post will be shorter and more personal. I would like to invite you into my current experience and planning.

In my last post I mentioned my unpublished Bible study entitled A Traveler’s Guide through Suffering and Joy. Since then, after several years of exploring publishing options, I have finally committed to working with a particular publisher, so the book should be  available sometime next year.

I set up a new writing station in the window nook facing the back yard. Note that the fabric on the table matches my book’s travel theme.

Over the next three months, I plan to rework the study, deleting the “workbook” part, and creating a solid, nonfiction work, closer to a textbook, but hopefully appealing enough so that it doesn’t read like a textbook. I think I’ll end each chapter with a page of study prompt questions, so I could still label this a Bible study book. I’m not sure yet.

Years ago, I presented some of my research or book material on this blog. It has been so long ago. I wonder if any of you remember. Life has gotten harder for most people since I first started my research ten years ago on this theme of suffering and joy — as viewed through the lenses of Scripture.

A Traveler’s Guide through Suffering and Joy. Subtitle? I’ve written pages of ideas for sub-titles.

I have many decisions to make, so I’d like to ask you three questions.

Continue reading

Categories: A Personal Note, Joy & Suffering -- Good & Evil | 4 Comments

Gathering with Friends 50 Years Later: Encouraged by “Whatever”

Sandy suggested this idea last spring. I didn’t know what to expect, but I was willing.

That’s a yellow, Can-Am Spyder RT. You see Sandy’s face in the mirror. This is her bike!

Yes, I’m interrupting our current series which is rather heavy in order tell a story. A true story. Well, an episode within the life-stories of three ladies who were friends in high school. Fifty years have passed since we graduated. Yes, yes, I’m one of the three.  Yes, yes, I’m that old! Get me on Sandy’s bike? Ha! And what do you think?

Sandy moved to Fremont, Ohio with her family right before her sophomore year. My parents and I moved there before  my junior year. (My sister went off to college.) Since Sandy and I did not grow up in Fremont, it was not important to us to attend our reunion, so Sandy suggested that we two plus another friend from our class create our own friendship reunion — a three girl retreat.

And so we did. Just two weeks ago.

Paula made our third person. She did grow up in Fremont, so she attended the class reunion in August. Paula liked Sandy’s idea and even agreed to the location that she suggested — Karen’s house in Fort Wayne, Indiana. A good deal for me!

Sandy (less than 5 feet tall) drove up from Anderson, South Carolina on her yellow, three-wheeled motor bike, a 12 hour trip she did in one day. Gutsy is her middle name, and everyone knows it. Paula drove over from Columbus, Ohio, a 3 1/2 hour trip, in her truck — a big, black Silverado. Paula’s a can-do woman who lived until recently on a horse ranch and still has horses. Hmm, and then there’s wimpo me! I have to summon up discipline and bravery to walk around my beautiful block. Sore legs, ankles, and feet (and whatever) talk back to me: “You really don’t want to do that, do you?! Sit down!” No wonder these wonder women traveled to my house!

Sandy, Paula, and Karen. What a mix.

How long has it been since you graduated from high school? Amazing, isn’t it? Well, we three “retreated” from Sunday afternoon to Wednesday morning. I was surprised and I wasn’t surprised. It was not what I expected, although I did not know what to expect, since I hadn’t seen Paula in over 45 years and nearly 50 years since all three of us were together. How would we do together? And what would it mean?

Continue reading

Categories: A Personal Note, Spiritual Growth | Tags: , | 4 Comments

For Your Progress and Joy in the Faith

You’ll find this phrase, “for your progress and joy in the faith,” in the middle of a Pauline passage, Philippians 1: 21-26, which needs to be read within the context of the entire, little epistle.

It is true that I did not post anything in the month of February. I have a draft that I never finished, and I’m not going to use it. I am starting with a fresh focus today that has been simmering in my mind recently, and it awoke me this morning: “for your progress and joy in the faith.” Such an intriguing thought nested within Paul’s themes.

I found this picture at the Good Samaritan Mission. It fits perfectly with the class I taught there called A Traveler’s Guide through Suffering and Joy.

Though a fresh focus, it fits well with my last post, my January post, which caused a number of you to contact me personally via email, phone, and even by card through the postal system! I felt a need to be more personal, because it is easy for us to simplify, unintentionally, those people who write or speak, because we do not see them in their contexts. So I gave you a bit more of my context. Thank you for your caring touches.

Continue reading

Categories: A Personal Note, Spiritual Growth | Tags: , | 6 Comments

Blog at WordPress.com.